hormones

WOW, I don't know if American Idol should ever merit a big bawl-baby sesh, but last night my hormones definitely got the best of me. After watching the short bio and audition of a blind contestant, I completely lost it. I felt so overwhelmed with gratitude and humility. This may not seem normal, or even remotely close to normal, but my point is -- MAN I'M SENSITIVE lately.

Poor Steve just sat down and gave me a hug and kiss, probably thinking to himself, "What the heck is going on? Is this the woman I married?"

NO, Steve. No. This is not the woman you married. This is a crazed, hormonal, ill, weirdo temporarily inhabiting her body. Don't worry, she'll be back. Someday.

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Mark, Eko and Leoniss Burroughs said…
haha, Don't worry its the pregnancy. Everyone is different, my sister use to be mad at the time... we all stay away from her for nine months when she is pregnant and then she is back to normal a week after the baby. I was so sentimental, it was crazy. mark would ask me where his socks where and I would break down crying so trust me you could be worse, you could be me. So tell steve he has it good next to what mark had to deal with. lol. Good luck with the tears.
January 14, 2009 at 7:30 PM
Ani said…
Good luck with that. I am just starting to feel like a normal human being. JUST!
Yikes...
one child is enough.
amen.
January 14, 2009 at 10:09 PM
Deborah said…
HA! Oh, honey. . . this is a great opportunity for you and Steve to grow even closer. Believe it or not. I have loved watching him care for you -- even if it's just from afar :-). This will pass and in the end you will have the most wonderful miracle -- one that will bless your life for the rest of yours (and beyond). I am so grateful for you, Rebecca. You were definitely worth it!
January 15, 2009 at 1:28 PM
Unknown said…
Oh Becca I so can relate and I feel for you. I have been there and even now I tell Dave he doesn't know me "normal"! Oh well after three kids...whats normal? I hope this sickness your feeling wont last long.
Your Mom is right...It will be worth it. Suddenly you'll be so in love with your precious miracle you'll even want to do THIS again!
January 15, 2009 at 2:45 PM
Chrissy said…
congrats on the pregnancy! yes, emotions run wild during these few months, but you do get most of yourself back! ;)
January 21, 2009 at 2:09 PM
J & J said…
ahhh i didn't even know you had a blog. where have i been? you are married, you are pregnant. this is all so exciting. just so you know, i know EXACTLY what you mean about morning sickness. it about killed me back in the day. YOU CAN DO IT! and i totally cry in amerian idol every week. becca, i'm so glad to hear from you. sounds like life is awesome for you, which makes me so happy.
January 22, 2009 at 1:33 PM
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